Nissim

My entire life I have heard people say that they don’t believe in God because of science. I have heard others say if only God would perform a sign/miracle I would believe. Then they wait for a shooting star to hit them in the head and point a finger when it doesn’t.  Signs and miracles … More Nissim

“Heartiversary”

One year ago today Jonathan had his first open heart surgery (OHS), the Norwood procedure. It is one of the most complicated, of the “standard” surgeries performed for CHD (congenital heart disease). Jonathan was born on Friday 7/21/17. His Norwood was scheduled for Wednesday 7/26/17. With our middle boys still being so young (one year … More “Heartiversary”

The Waiting

So this thing happened: I had a baby, then I blinked and now he’s having his first birthday. Only,  I didn’t blink. I didn’t close my eyes once, not even to pray. It’s peculiar how the memories and details of this time last year are fresh; they are imprinted in my mind as if it … More The Waiting